"...never in a million years",
"how about when pigs fly?",
PERHAPS
.....
but
baby
swine flu.

Taken to heart,
This
is the last time,
I fall apart.

If I fell,
then I was tripping.
Never again,
will I be so optimistic.

As much as I don't show,
Hiding what we both know,
I do admit,
I still smile,
When I see you though.

On To The Next One (05/04/10)

A game or two,
I never knew.
But heard it,
Now i know it.
Fuck it.
Not worth it.

On to the next one.

All The Same

The door opened,
A walkthrough.
The same girl,
who was not every girl.
This same girl,
is now
just every other girl.

The Order of Things (04/12/10)

Through the loudspeaker,
the crackle,
the buzz,
the order was set.

solutions?

all these problems
adding up like math class
so we divide and subtract,
our negatives wont work out
im positive of that

Reminisce

came in and went,
You came and left,
the hours or
the time we spent,
the "Ours"
I try
to
forget.

Season’s Change

Autumn leaves,
I rake the ground,
Pile of leaves,
Get blown around,
Scattered leaves,
Get covered in snow,

Where did you go?

Frozen leaves,
Thaw away,
Soggy leaves,
Get washed away.

(2004-09-01)

Early Day

With the TV on in the back,
We kissed.
She said, “I love you”
I paused.
I croaked, “I love you too.”
It wasn’t that I didn’t mean it.
It was that she didn’t believe it.

(2004-09-08)

A Little Lost

I sat there,
Eating,
Eating,
Eating.
The teacher came down,
Stormed in,
Door slammed,
Large grin with one thing on his mind.
“The reason why…blah…blah…blah…
blah, blah, blah,
blahblahblahblahblah
………………”
Scratches on the board,
clickclickclick.
“Therefore…”
I sat there,
Eating,
Eating,
Eating.

I was done before he was.

Elephant

Remember those nights at the park,
The stars would hide themselves,
Behind the clouds they were.
It would have been pretty dark,
Except those street lamps kept it bright.

Your camera doesn’t work,
No flash.
No hard copies of the past.
Just our minds
To wallow away and forget.
But I won’t.

Continual Wonder

Every single day I wonder,
The words to say,
To you.
Through nervousness I utter,
My heart comes undone,
For you.

Chicken Noodle Soup

With no more chicken in the soup,
The noodle was free
to be
Itself.